I know I'll have to do it eventually...

It is Monday night and I leave Thursday morning.

I haven't packed a single thing into a suitcase.

I think it's psychological, but I just can't do it. Maybe I realize that packing the suitcase means I'm really leaving... packing just makes me see that leaving is closer than I want it to be. I know I'll have to do it EVENTUALLY...!

It's not that I don't want to be in England, it's just that I don't want to LEAVE to get there!

As I'm saying "goodbye" to people now, it's not like I'll see them soon. I won't be back until CHRISTMAS! I keep telling people that it isn't really THAT long and now I'm actually trying to convince myself of that...

The tone of this post so far seems faaaaaaarrr too negative for the journey I am about to embark on. I couldn't be more excited and really can't wait. I wonder if I could find a way to skip packing and saying goodbye and just WAKE UP in England without ever having to do the "not so fun" things associated with traveling...?